So here's to everything, comming down to nothing.

New Moon was sooo goood<3

you always loved ruining my life, not anymore..

i feel like im wasting my time if you dont care, and if you do you, dont show it.
your always miserable, and i cant even take it... and i try so hard.

I really wish i cared but i'm so fed up and better off.

He is sensible and so incredible
and all my single friends are jealous
he says everything I need to hear and it's like
i couldn't ask for anything better
he opens up my door and i get into his car
and he says you look beautiful tonight
and i feel perfectly fine
but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
you're so in love that you act insane
and that's the way I loved you
breakin' down and coming undone
it's a roller coaster kinda rush
and I never knew I could feel that much
and that's the way I loved you
he respects my space
and never makes me wait
and he calls me exactly when he says he will
he's close to my mother
talks business with my father
he's charming and endearing
and I'm comfortable

So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I do, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real
<3

Speechless<3

It's funny how I was just complaining in my last post about seperating from my friends and fighting with John. It can't get better. Me and John are perfect I never felt like this before and do not want it to change. And ya maybe I did lose some of my 'friends' but it's cool; not like I haven't before & now it's just making me closer to some people. School thid year is gunna be a drag.. not looking forward to it. I have legit classes though :D